46. a note in my phone I haven't yet been able to read in entirety without crying
written 2 years, 4 months after
… I wrote a book.
In early 2024 you will be able to read HERE AFTER — a book about him, our life, my grief.
It is still surreal that HERE AFTER will be a physical thing in the world. I am so honoured to share the book with you all.
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He was stronger than he looked.
His writing was long and thin and tall.
He would always buy me flowers.
He liked yellow Gatorade.
Once, his goatee gave me beard burn on my chin.
He puked in an Uber 3 times because he was hung over and it destroyed his rating. He was going to an exercise class because he’d promised me that nothing would stand in the way of his fitness.